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but it is not home.

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o lagi na kay Jay napud na gikan. hahahha

hay. opis is becoming a crocodile park. croc. out. end of contract. gets? at least one person goes out of the door everyday and never comes back. it's not because people made the wrong choices but because people chose not to be aware of the choices that they made.

wala lang. madayon unta sa buda ugma. :D

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I can't be selfless all the time. Sorry, I had to snap.

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I just had one of the best experiences with one of the best people that I've met in my entire life that I feel like I have to blog about it.

We had a 3-day "Trainers Lite Track" (basically a training for trainers) with Mr. Substance (para sa kapakanan ng lahat, gi-erase nako iyang pangalan hahaha) one of the best trainers in the whole world, IMHO. In fact, I had to GOOGLE him because I just can't get over him the entire event. LOL

And!

I found out that he was selected as one of the finalists for the "Best Trainers" in the BPO Industry in Asia Pacific. I feel like going back to the training room and hug him and get his autograph and if he's not there, I WILL FIND HIM.

He was so good at what he was doing that everything he said about substance, value, awareness, and everything awesome under the sun made perfect sense for me. I would love to share the experience but I'm finding it hard hard to put everything into words. :(

I felt sad when the training ended because it was just so...GOOD. But then again, all good things come to an end.

And I must've said this a million times but I just have to say it again: Thanks, Jay! :)

"Silence is the basic form of learning." - Jay

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L-R: Yoniecorn, Nicole, Ella, MaFe, Plue.

When we were 10 years old. Hahhahah

Anyway, I've been playing RPGs because I could not get my PSP's analog stick fixed. I can't play anything kick-ash but it doesn't bother me. I play anything playable. Hahaha ("play" counter: 4)

But I'm not going to talk about games today. I'm not going to talk about anything really. Hahah I'm just happy because my friends are awesome. :D

Gawd, it took me forever to write this entry. And it doesn't even make sense. :(

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My mom hates it.
I hate it more.

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RIP former President Cory.

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Found a way to update blogger. Again. >:P

By the way, did you know that I cut my hair short? I mean, I let hairdresser cut my hair short because I can't cut my own hair and - you know what I mean.




*insert picture here*




Uhm... Next post is going to be more or less readworthy.

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I don't like this internet cafe. D: This PC's screen looks like it's shaking and it's hurting my eyes. The date is incorrect, so every website that I go to, IE wants me to review its certificate thingy and I can't change the date/time settings because.. I can't. And they have really filthy keyboards.

So there.

I haven't been able to update this blog for... ever. I am not busy. In fact the company has been paying us for surfing non-work related websites. The account is probably losing business. Hahah joke. Ayaw pud. Well, it's just that I can't get my internet connection back. Ze bills are eating up my entire payroll and I know it will get worse if I have internet because my father will never ever stop watching Korean drama series in youtube. That's actually the reason why I stopped paying for the Internet. Haha Mean.

My blog is not the only victim, affarently. (Sorry, I've developed this habit of intentionally misspelling words.) My friends are victims too (missed a few birthday celebrations D: ), my social life, our cats, and the entire human race. It even took me months to notice that our neighborhood painted their house green.

DON'T ask me what's wrong because I cannot, seriously, tell you vhy.

Anyway, I didn't get the promotion. Which, unexpectedly, bothered me. Hahaha

/End of sharing.

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Blogging with my psp. Hehe

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I'm not sure if this is the official video. Haha But me likes it.



You Don't Know Me
Ben Folds feat Regina Spektor

I wanna ask you
Do you ever sit and wonder,
It's so strange
That we could be together for
So long, and never know, never care
What goes on in the other one's head?

Things I've felt but I've never said
You said things that I never said
So I'll say something that I should have said long ago:

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all)

You could have just propped me up on the table like a mannequin
Or a cardboard stand-up and paint me (paint me anything)
Any face that you wanted me
To be seen.
We're
Damned by the existential moment where
We saw the couple in the coma and
It was we were the cliché,
But we carried on anyway.

So, sure, I could just close my eyes.
Yeah, sure, trace and memorize,
But can you go back once you know

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me

If I'm the person that you think I am (Ah ah ahh)
Clueless chump you seem to think I am (Ah ah ahhh)
So easily led astray,
An errant dog who occasionally escapes and needs a shorter leash, then
Why the fuck would you want me back?!

Maybe it's because

(You don't know me at all)

Ahhh ah
Ahhh ah

(You don't know me,
you don't know me.)

Ahhh ah
Ahhh ah

So, what I'm trying to say is
What (What?)
I'm trying to tell you
It's not gonna come out like I wanna say it cause I know you'll only change it.
(Say it.)

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all
(You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all)

What?

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I was positive our eyes met. I honestly wanted to smile at you but I guess I still could not.

Kaarte oi. Hahaha